Sad not sad happy ......
So i have been a bit busy and a bit quite but here it goes.... I have been thru a tough rough year and i have been very down lately so all i needed was a little bit of reassurance and lots of love to get me back on track. We have been busy with father in laws house the last couple of months and its been very hectic emotional and i have been strong most of the time but i think that i sometimes need someone to be there for me like i am there for others i also need to let go give in . I have lost 2 dads a very good friend that reminded me so much of my mom , extended family and a mom friend i had when Jody was in nursery school and very good friends son all of them still young and i have been strong for so long i cry but it feels like i cant breathe sometimes as i know life goes on but i need to let go aswell and the only way i can deal with it is the best way to cry cause i have so many mixed emotions going on trying to do this and trying to do that , trying to keep busy so that i d