Sad not sad happy ......

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So i have been a bit busy and a bit quite but here it goes....
I have been thru a tough rough year and i have been very down lately so all i needed was a little bit of reassurance and lots of love to get me back on track.

We have been busy with father in laws house the last couple of months and its been very hectic emotional and i have been strong most of the time but i think that i sometimes need someone to be there for me like i am there for others i also need to let go give in .

I have lost 2 dads a very good friend that reminded me so much of my mom , extended family and a mom friend i had when Jody was in nursery school and very good friends son all of them still young and i have been strong for so long i cry but it feels like i cant breathe sometimes as i know life goes on but i need to let go aswell and the only way i can deal with it is the best way to cry cause i have so many mixed emotions going on trying to do this and trying to do that , trying to keep busy so that i don't have to deal with all these emotions cause i need to be strong.

It has also been a blessed year as my bestie had her baby girl so she also has her pigeon pair now , and i was right all the time that is was a girl everybody else was saying its a boy.

But getting serious again this is what i decided ..... if you want to cry cry dont keep it in even if you cry for hours sometimes to cry is the best medicine of all , and talk to someone that understands and does not judge you or your situation.

Life goes on the people that have passed on will always been in our hearts and we will have the best memories and no one can take it away , so if you feel sad or me in this case look at the sky and know they are looking at us smiling and looking out for us.

And remember take as many photos as possible cause in the end the memories and photos all go hand in hand.



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